The Suicider

Every moment I'm with you
Feels like my skin is peeling off so why the fuck do I even try to talk to you.
I wish you'd die.
And though I say I'd rather not deal with Everything or anything at all,

I can't help myself and I cant fight back.
I'm fuckin sick and I'm off track.
Can you heal me?
Please tell me if you can.
I'm fuckin sick.
I'm not sure you'd understand.

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder
But this time...
It just made me hate you more.
They say forgiveness, its a virtue
But at this point I'm not so sure.

I came this close to walking away
And now I wish I fucking had.
I wish I fucking had.